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Hahadumball World Chat Champion
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if anyone can talk to you about relationships and general life drama that causes and makes depression much worse im that guy!
feel free to pm me if you need any advice or to share woes or vent, ive been through a hell of a lot and been in that suicidal boat where if our police force didnt have a helicopter to find me that night i wouldnt be here now and i wouldnt have got the help i needed, of course i still struggle a lot, im still going through relationship issues that are getting me down but church and hope are all i really need these days to carry on.
awkward hahadumball coming out now, i live in hope that me and my partner will fix things properly, when i feel like i cant go on i always think to myself, what if i do it.. what if she wants to fix things properly.. if i go now then i may never be able to be happy with her again.. of course thats not the outlook you should really have basing life on a relationship but those that know me know i dont really have much else in life, im socially awkward and have major anxiety issues so i have my house, car,bike,job and partner.. i dont do anything else but regardless of how wrong it is to base living on that 1 hope of a relationship being fixed and working well.. it kept me alive (sorry bcf)
ive been through way too much drama in my life a lot of it i put myself in.. wanting to be loved and not alone had caused me most of my problems.
my ex ran me over and broke my spine.. i knew she was cheating.. i didnt want to accept that because 4 years with her and it seemed all okay.. i put myself in that toxic place knowing it wasnt really good for me and caused me more problems than it solved.. i used to have so many friends and be so normal, used to have a great life and be able to go out and do what i wanted..
bcf bbq where i pretty much buttfucked pyro all day because i was so socially awkward and he was the only person i knew.. that wasnt me at all.. ive never been that person.
i dont have answers for how to fix things, i only have coping mechanisms, they help a lot.. last week i had a major melt down and turned my phone off left it at home took just my bank card and id got in my car and just drove for hours, slept in the car at the side of the road woke up the next morning and drove more untill i ended up at beachy head.. sat there for 3 hours being angry and full of regret... eventually got stopped by the police because id been reported missing after saying to a friend id felt really low and dont want to keep going on like this.
all you can really do is not give up hope and keep pushing forward. ____________________ Fin: no matter how much I look at It I can't understand what was going through my head, all I remember is going about 80 and redlining it to stop it seizing.
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Despined_By_Ex wrote: | relationship issues [...] hope that me and my partner will fix things properly [...] what if she wants to fix things properly. |
Sure, if you can change her into someone else, she'll be perfect.
Or maybe you can stop being yourself in order to be happy.
Pro-tip: find the right person, rather than trying to engineer them, and all that bare drama just goes away. ____________________ Biking is 1/20th as dangerous as horse riding.
GONE: HN125-8, LF-250B, GPz 305, GPZ 500S, Burgman 400 // RIDING: F650GS (800 twin), Royal Enfield Bullet Electra 500 AVL, Ninja 250R because racebike |
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Is that the hole where the spinnaker gets rammed in? ____________________ Disclaimer: The comments above may be predicted text and not necessarily the opinion of MCN. |
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