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I am not fit for my job / studies, and worry those in charge/others will find out. |
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Neutral / Sometimes I think this, but not often. |
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Just found out about something interesting, which may be common knowledge but was new to me.
Apparently, it is very common to consider yourself a fraud, and like you cheated your way in to your job or studies. That you are not fit for the role, and that sooner or later people will find you out.
This could include professionalism, people skills or raw ability.
So I have a little poll.
Answer it according to your current position or study.
Extra reading for after you've done the poll ____________________ Top cat
"Hard times lead to hard people. Hard people lead to good times. Good times lead to weak people. Weak people lead to hard times." Smegballs
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I spent 20 years as a chef, during this time I have been head chef of many pub/restaurants, coffee shops, nursing homes and the like. I trained in hotels before that. I have even been head chef in a restaurant that was fully booked over the weekends 2 weeks in advance. I've been long term agency in the Hilton Hotel in Bath and I felt like a fraud in the catering trade.
I'm not a bad chef, but I am far from great, Many times I found myself asking myself "what am I doing here? Can I really do this?"
Now I am a motorcycle instructor and I can say with confidence, I'm bloody good at it. Not just good, bloody good, My pass rate sits somewhere around the 90% mark for mod 2, a shade lower for mod 1. This includes a number of clean.no fault, tests. I no longer feel like a fraud. I've dragged people from never sitting on a motorcycle through a CBT and DAS course in a week.
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I voted neutral,
Studying = yes, you would be a fraud if you got to a university without whatever they require (for instance, prior education), effectively breaking the law.
Job/work = no, it wouldn't be a fraud if you can do what you're being paid for and there're no laws that would actually require a certain qualification for certain jobs (for instance, to be a GP/doctor, you've got to have a master's degree at a that area of expertise and some prior job experience...). I don't have any certain numbers, but I'd say about 80% of the jobs on the market today do not require any advanced education, nor job experience. It's just the employers wanting someone who's not completely thick. ____________________ '87 Honda XBR 500, '96 Kawasaki ZX7R P1, '90 Honda CB-1, '88 Kawasaki GPz550, MZ 150 ETZ
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I somehow went from working in a gadget shop to helping run the maintenance department for one of the countries biggest museums (even on a global scale we're right up there). In the space of 4 years. With no real qualifications beyond gsce level.
I still ask myself how I pulled that one off.
I definitely feel out of my depth at times, but it's how you learn, no?
It probably says more about the state of the public sector that they couldn't afford somebody with the experience and qualifications the role probably deserves, but then I'm benefitting from it, so long live spending cuts ____________________ I am a bellend, I am a man of constant sorrow, I am a gummy bear, I am a rock. |
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When I got my scholarship to learn Chinese I felt like a constant fraud. A scholarship is meant to be for the best, but honestly I only got mine through pot luck. These were bloody good scholarships, with everything paid for a full academic year, including accommodation and spending money, but the two available places were advertised so late in the day that only 12 people applied - and I in fact came 3rd, and was only lucky to get a spot because another candidate dropped out. I had only ever applied on a whim, too. It was never a dream of mine to learn Chinese. All just happened by chance.
Once there, I had mates in my class, and in other classes, who'd paid for the course out of their own pockets and had to work alongside their studies. Felt like I was unfairly on easy street.
On the plus side it meant I did my very best to show that I deserved it and so was consistently top of the class. I'd have felt like a real dick if I just swanned around doing the bare minimum.
Other people on the same or better versions of the scholarship (some had 3 or 4 year versions right up to Bachelor or Masters degree level) were chronically awful and should have been given the boot. They were the biggest frauds.
I think it depends on the person. From a survival mindset it makes sense to just play the game and see how far you can get. I find I'm too aware of how others will see if I'm lying about myself. I think the common phrase is 'honest to a fault'.
I think the most annoying thing about the 'fraud' types is that it quickly becomes clear that they've bullshitted their way to whatever position it is, but once they're there it's often bloody hard to get rid of them because of various laws that are in place, even if everyone knows full well that that person isn't even remotely worth their salary.
Anyway, aside from the scholarship thing, I tend to undersell myself in most situations so I ticked the 'rarely' option. |
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hellkat wrote: | All it means is that more people have a serious lack of self confidence.
Can't say I've ever suffered from it.
But then ... I'd not apply for a job I didn't think I couldn't do/didn't know enough about to make a decent effort at it.
Do people really apply for jobs they know nothing about, and then blag their way through it? How do they get through the interviews? Surely the interviewers must know if they are bullshitting. |
As well as people bullshitting, there are also cliques where the schmoozers get preferential treatment.
I remember there was once a restructure of middle and lower positions where I used to work. Two supervisory roles were created on my department. Most of us applied for it. At my interview everything went fine enough, then I asked a few of my own questions, we talked a bit, then as soon as it was over the boss of HR stood up immediately and walked out like he was glad it was finally over.
Not long later, the two people who got the job were: 1. A guy who said he went to the interview because the boss told him to, went in there, lent back on his chair and didn't give a shit. 2. A woman who categorically did not want the job but was 'urged' to apply, who then cried when she learned she'd got the position (she knew full well she was 'the fraud' there), then proceeded to struggle with the obvious slow, sad creeping of a mental breakdown as she had to do this job she barely wanted anyway, being a boss of people she didn't want to boss.
But hey those two were the longest serving staff members and in the same age range as management. |
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In the latter part of my working life I coached several senior executives of public and private companies. I saw this a lot in them.
Usually in men, women seem to be less affected.
My personal theory is that this has nothing to do with ability or real/perceived threats to achievements. I think it is a function of the amygdala, the primitive, instinctive part of the brain that houses our more animal instincts.
In nature, once a hunter has bagged his prey and can feed his family, he can't relax, the fight is not over. He must remain in a state of constant alertness because other predators may try to steal his catch. He must be prepared to defend and fight for his status if necessary.
So, the guy in the top job can't relax and say, "I've done it, I can relax." His amygdala are telling him that there is another predator lurking, waiting to steal his achievement. Even though his rational 21st century brain knows different, his poor little amygdala can't switch off.
However, I have no explanation for why women seem less affected. ____________________ Whether you think you can, or think you can't, you're probably right |
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A big dollop of arrogance is important in my profession (Vets) but I see the whole "fraud" thing in colleagues and it can cause crippling mental problems (or is the result of them?). I'm happy I got into and through my course and into my job on merit, I'm pleased to be lucky enough to have the faculties to have achieved that.
I don't have the fraud thing because if there is part of my job I'm not sure about, I just tell people straight out and offer to send them elsewhere or to someone who does. Oddly, this doesn't seem to put people off, quite the opposite in some cases.
Classic example is the job I just did. A fairly complex eye case with a non-healing corneal ulcer. I made it clear to the owner that I don't posess the specialist equipment or experience an opthalomologist does and I would rather referr it to one. They decided they didn't want to pay that kind of money so I've done it. There was a "thefuckamIdoing?" moment when I was scraping grid patterns into the surface of its eye with a needle but meh, all looks to have worked ok.
I am on occasion visitied by the feeling that I'm a serial underachiever. It's actually not a feeling, it's a fact. I breezed through uni on raw talent floated on a cloud of alcohol with a short period of meaningful study just before exams. BUT while I'm not close to living up to my potential, I'm also a lazy cunt.
I've accepted my inner laziness and have settled for a good work life balance.
As far as I'm concerned, I've won. Fuck progression and working any harder. If I want anything more from life it's more time off and getting better at my job wont give me that, quite the opposite. ____________________ “Rule one: Always stick around for one more drink. That's when things happen. That's when you find out everything you want to know.”
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Mmm, I went though a period of being the best I could be, then realised that it typically ends with Peter Principling yourself into a job that you can't do, or becoming the Go To Guy for every project until you're burned out.
Now I pull an Incredibles, finish a close 2nd, and leave at 4pm.
I don't want for much, although I wouldn't turn down access to horse tranquillisers. ____________________ Biking is 1/20th as dangerous as horse riding.
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It's not so much I don't know what I'm doing, it's more that I'm tired. Working in IT, I'm tired of constantly moving targets. Just when I get the hang of something, the next big thing arrives and I either have to update/relearn something, or let the knowledge get filed under "I used to know how to do that".
I know I burned out in software development, I work in infrastructure now, and am plagued by fragile legacy systems with no documentation (or worse, incorrect documentation) that a only a handful of people know inside out.
There's things I know that I know, things I know that I don't know, but I estimate that I'm scratching the surface, because under all that there's a shitload of things I'm not even aware of their existence.
I get by with the fact there's never really any new problems, just a repeat of old ones (or damn close to it) that I've already encountered sometime in the last 35 years. I find myself saying "I don't know, but I know how to find out" an awful lot. Most of the time I don't know, but find out before I'm asked, so it looks like I do. I'd often give training courses where I was just one or two chapters in front of the class.
So, imposter? No. Lucky chancer? Yes ____________________ Chances are quite high you are not in my Monkeysphere, and I don't care about you. Don't take it personally.
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Shaggy DA, what you say rings a lot of bells!
I don't consider myself a fraud or cheat, but I am REALLY lazy! But only to the point that I don't push myself more than I need to.
I had an overly controlled/abusive upbringing from my dad, no friends/school trips ever allowed etc, etc. Won't bore you with the details... but when I finally left home to go to university, I sat back, finally free of constraints and thought 'This is the life!'. So spent 2 years doing as little as possible other than to keep me there and now got nothing to show for it. Racked up loans on pizza's, nights out and taxis...
Left uni and started working cleaning bogs in steel factories and serving in off licences. Eventually got myself together a bit more, got into IT and generally built up experience through 1st line - 2nd line - 3rd line and now into a support analyst. I now have a boss who is a bit of a control freak, likes to do everything himself. Leaves me with plenty of thumb twiddling, but then I'm not gaining any experience or qualifications to move on anymore. At the same time it's easy money.
I've had 2 interviews in the past year and come 2nd in both, I thought they were a stretch to get for me but it seems I can do it if I try - I just have to keep trying which I'm useless at.
If I'd had the get-up-and-go from the beginning I'd be far better placed now, more money, happier wife, thinner - but ho hum, we can only work with what we've got eh! ____________________ Previous: Aprilia Habana Retro 50cc (beauty), Yamaha SR125 (fell apart), Honda XR125 (nippy little commuter), Honda SLR650 (Geewhizz), Yamaha Diversion 900S (Smoooooth) written off courtesy of a stupid escaped horse.
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Interesting thread. Yes I do experience this, frequently.
Working in academic healthcare, I'm surrounded by distinguished academics and highly driven, career-focused junior staff about ages with me, give or take. I very often feel that they all know much more than I do, that they're working more furiously than I am and that I probably shouldn't be in this role - like there must be someone else who'd do it better than I can. This seems to be at odds with the feedback I get from my seniors regarding work I've done or am doing but I find it hard to shake off.
I do, however, often wonder how intimate the association between Imposter Syndrome and the Dunning-Kruger effect is.
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I have this right now.
A few years ago, I worked for a Sheffield based ISP, and thought that I was technical and found out quite quickly that I wasn't. With help from colleagues and materials found in the training department, I got good at what I was doing.
After that, I went to out of hours server support, which sounds technical, but really wasn't. From there to BT Inbound sales (hated it but needed to pay the rent), to tech support for a satellite company. For 5 years, I was the man. Anything technical within TV, Talk, Broadband or Fibre (and later on, other, newer services) was covered by me, and I was doing training, coaching and support. There wasn't any room for manoeuvre, so I was at a dead end. Loved the job and the people, but couldn't stay doing the same thing over and over again.
July 2016, I started a new job in a Technical role. 1st line support, and it was eye opening. I quickly realised that my previous "technical" role wasn't technical at all in comparison. I had beaten three other people for the role that I knew from the ISP days. I am now running through learning materials every day (and at the weekends at home) because I feel that I spawned my way into this job, and the relative safety of my old role is gone.
tl;dr - me too. ____________________ thx1138 wrote: Well if you had a car, I'd bet it would smell like urine had had drunken sex with vomit and made a poo baby.
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I believe I'm worth a premium price and charge accordingly per hour. I didn't always think like this though, it took many years of thinking I wasn't good enough to charge more for my time.
As I began taking on more corporate clients and charging more and more, I realise that my time is valuable and in demand, so I can charge a premium and get it.
These days I know what I want and how to handle projects and clients and the correct price to charge them.
Now I have the view that I'm good at what I do and if I wasn't all these clients wouldn't flock to me on referral and recommendation and pay the fees I command these days, so it kind of backs it all up.
Like I say though, it did take many a year to get to this position and I did used to think, "What am I doing quoting a client of this calibre this amount of money?" probably about 3 years ago but not at all these days.
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The Shaggy D.A. wrote: | It's not so much I don't know what I'm doing, it's more that I'm tired. Working in IT, I'm tired of constantly moving targets. Just when I get the hang of something, the next big thing arrives and I either have to update/relearn something, or let the knowledge get filed under "I used to know how to do that". |
This.
When I moved to England my first job literally threw me in at the deep end – but that was the beginning of my "I love to learn, I'm good at what I do, and I'm just going to get better". I was the guru, the go-to girl. And I still enjoy what I do. Next role I felt like I was in way over my head, but I quickly took on the knowledge I needed (though I still program in the form of "Googling Stack Overflow"). In my current role I feel quite capable, so I voted neutral.
I'm really lucky in my current position because I've learned loads and have no qualms about admitting when I don't know something. The best bit is saying "I'll find out how" and they give me the time I need to do that. I know this can't last forever, and I'm hoping in the meantime I'll catch up on new technologies and be able to continue with this in some form or another.
Otherwise, maybe I'll move into digital project management.. or something.. At which time I definitely will feel like an imposter! |
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Old Thread Alert!
The last post was made 7 years, 64 days ago. Instead of replying here, would creating a new thread be more useful? |
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